July 1, 2011

Stop & Stare



It took quite a few minutes to put my thoughts into words. Likewise, I'm no Einstein or perhaps in this context Mark Twain of the Adventure of Tom Sawyer or Edgar Allan Poe of Cask of Amontillado, which I still find it excruciatingly hard to understand.

Out of boredom awaiting for the others to come back from work, I scavenged the tower of dust sealing my dvd collections, in search of some mere entertainment. After a stress-reliever session of dancing like an old gypsy lady throughout the opening song of GTO (Yes, I watch Great Teacher Onizuka): The Anime, I sat on the couch watching intently.

I would say that he's pretty much innocent (put aside his perverse nature). Yes, that sounds brilliantly stupid. Why? He's the victim of a failed education system. Anyway, it reminded me of the days before I went for my practicum. Again, this sounded really dumb but I did use GTO and Gokusen for my reference. I'm not sure why.


Partners in crime, Ain Eza & Leman.

I had a major emotional breakdown during those days teaching the hormonal rage teens. Believe me, teaching is the last profession I had in mind. Which I think resulting me in having phobia of being around strangers. Nevertheless, time cures. The rapport between me and the students are much better then. And I miss them a lot.

I've always wanted to say this, "Sekolah kau boleh ke buat camni?" *snort XD

Halls of SMK. Sultan Abdul Samad, Banting.
[Damn, the picture quality's deteriorating.]


June 18, 2011

di double ow em.


Why? Why can't you understand?
I'm not your tool to make up those past failures of yours!
I'M A HUMAN BEING!

Why the hell can't I decide for my own life?
My own future, my own rationalising?!
Why dammit?!
Do I look like a doll to you?!
No feelings no mind of her own?!

Watch me.
Just watch me.
I'll turn the table.
I'll destroy this so-called legacy of yours.
I'll make you pay for every year I wasted for your stupid dreams.
Reap what you sow. Reap what you sow.

June 13, 2011



アイシテル と告げたらきっと
もう二度と笑顔には戻れないかもしれない
けれども友達のまま 作り笑いは
これ以上私出来ないから..

June 2, 2011

Domo-domo


For parting gift, 3 of my students gave me this bag.
I wasn't sure about the content though.