Self-Actualisation, not on radar.

. . . .

Animal Planet Showcase. Cool. Retired school teacher befriending wild bears.

Jaws dropped. What on earth was he thinking? I wish I could do that!

Still, from all the things in the world, befriending wild bears?

Alone in the Alaskan wilderness?

That struck my head with deep thoughts.

Hmm...I guess that's his self-actualisation. Since he gain himself a life satisfaction.

Good. Now I know I've learnt something from the psychology class.

Self-actualisation. The highest level in hierarchy of needs.

When all the needs of one's life is fulfilled, he will gain his self-actualisation.

Which is doing something that basically, contenting him.

Good for old Charlie Vandergaw he has finally found it.

And I guess he manages to educate people the truth about wild bears.

Awhh...his bond with the bears melted me in the inside.

As for me, self-actualisation is still far from reach.

I don't even know where my life leads me.

23 will be the ripe age to get married.

But ughh..don't talk to me about that. Yet. Inside I'm still a kid.

I get goosebumps whenever my parents talk about the 'perfect' candidate.

Then again, time will tell.

There are far more things that I haven't discover in this world yet.

The only way to find it is to live with it. I know it will come to me soon.

All of us will. Insyaallah.

Hujung Sisa Spektrum Si Matahari

"You know what the best thing is about

the end of the day?

Tomorrow, it starts all over again.."

- Wesley Gibson, Wanted

0 bps. LED hijau terkebil2 di hujung broadband.

Lagu sunyi di hujung headphone.

Dansa tap si jari di hujung keyboard.

Mencari sepotong ayat di hujung hari.

Pergi lagi Si Matahari, seperti selalu.

Bangun di ufuk timur, undur di ufuk barat.

Yang tinggal buat manusia berkerah tenaga cuma.

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Aku yang berjalan sendiri.

Tangan kiri memeluk telekung.

Selesai maghrib halaku ke kelas.

Meneguk baki ilmu tinggal 1 jam cuma.

Mata mengekor ke hujung sisa spektrum Si Matahari.

Aku toleh. Aku nampak.

Awan solo? Kasihannya engkau.

Berdiri statik tinggi tak punya teman.

Cuma mampu ketawa.

Aku pandang lagi sebelum langkah ku mati.

Kecil terselindung. Terang menyuluh.

Hah! Sinisnya engkau bintang!

Baru sudah ku katakan Si Awan yang solo.

Engkau muncul, duduk di kiri.

Tempelak kepala ku yang ligat berfikir.

Ironi.

Buat aku ketawa lagi.

Cukup2lah apa yang aku lalui hari ini.

Tak dapat aku tahan sindiran.

Sang Bintang & Si Awan.

Dua sahabat menghias langit sepi.

p/s : Saje je buat aku menganga sorang2 dalam kelas Mr. Eustace. Hoh.

ライトニング

Fuhh..

Bzzztt..ADOI! (main dengan idung)

Setelah sekian lama tak buat picture editing, akhirnya tergatal tangan jua aku hari ni.

It's been awhile juga aku tak ada photo baru, so, aku started digging inventory gambar2 lama.

So, voila! Banner & graphic baru...

Picture ni sebenarnye dicaptured masa last paper semester 2.

Semester yang agak nostalgic, yet.

Thanks buat sahabat yang ajar guna teknik ROL.

Akhirnya tercapai niat nak try teknik ni.

Walaupun rasanya tak secantik dia buat.

Dan title untuk graphic kali ni adelah ライトニング.

Ape yang aku carut dalam Japanese ni? Haha.

Takde maknanya.

As she, Lightning, strikes..

Ehem..ehem..

Testing, testing.

This post is written out of my..hidden passion. Eh. No. Just a dream. Really happy that Unisel finally have Japanese Culture Association of it's own. Hountouni arigatou Rosli Sensei! And finally I can meet people with the same passion as me, talking in Japanese, learning the Japanese culture, listening to J-Songs and stuff, AMG fans and of course, coplayers. The vice himself is a cosplayer and has a J-Rock band of his own. Pretty cool huh?

Ever since falling in love with these things, I've always wanted to try to be a cosplayer. Or a crossplayer if I were cosplaying male character. But it's kind of an expensive hobby. But to cut some cost, you might as well sew your costume. But, I'm no expert in that. But hey, girls with hijab rarely cosplay since the characters in anime, game or manga doesn't wear hijab. LOL.

However these few days, I have a strong tendency towards cosplay. Too much exposure, perhaps. And I really wanted to play as Lightning, the female hero of Final Fantasy XIII. She's so freakin' cool! So I started to search for the costumes and weapons on the net. Which..chocked me to death when I saw the price. And the weapon costs trice the costume. =_='

Being a cosplayer isn't just about showing off the costume. You have to BE the character. To talk, walk, and act like them. Now that's a pro. And I love Lightning because she's a strong, independent person. Yet, beautiful and graceful looking. And she doesn't talk much. Hehe.

Yeah, perhaps soon people are going to meet Lightning with hijab (instead of pink-blonde hair), dark eyes and all covered, I mean, courteous looking. ME! ;D Haha.

Oh. Cosplay Heroes Unmasked on Animax is starting!

Wuaaahhh!!! Kaname-san as Cloud Striffe!! Kakkoi!!!

Kyaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!>0<

[jumping]

"As far as fal'Cie are concerned, humans are tools. I'm not going to die for one of them." - Lightning