January 12, 2011


The last thing I would wanna hear right now,
in the middle of my final battle with stacks of nerve-racking question papers
and facing the ultimate fear of teaching a bunch of strangers
is the news of Abah's unwell condition.

Dear God please grant me thy strength!

January 10, 2011

Anecdotal


Lonely as sparrow,
Forgotten as clouds,
Blistered as broad skies,
Loathed as rain.

Aye.
-Unisel Bestari Jaya, January 10, 3.52 pm


January 8, 2011

Brimo, Tormentuosus


Alas, thou hast failen.
Aku dengar the other side of aku kata pada aku.

Sisa2 hari terakhir aku kat Bestari Jaya ni buat aku flashback balik the previous 4 years of hidup aku jadi budak B.ED TESL. Macam gramophone rosak yang mainkan lagu Moonlight Sonata on and on and on dengan kabus Ludwing van Beethoven staring intently kat sebelah kau. Seram tahu tak?

And feeling as if out of the blue, dah kena practical. In 10 days. Agony tahu tak semua ni? And the fact that probably aku terpaksa rombak balik term paper kepada topic lain disebabkan sekolah tu tak dapat provide computer lab yang cukup, sors immanis.

And also, the fact that a certain matter of a certain being yang buat aku marah, down, sila jangan cari aku lagi lepas ni. Aku bukan lapik kaki kau. I too, have a feeling. IF YOU NOTICE. Estuans interius ira vehementi.

Alas,
inilah realiti. Bukakan mata aku.

Excitate vos e somno, liberi mei
Cunae non sunt
Excitate vos e somno, liberi fatali
Somnus non est.
Valete, liberi
Diebus fatalibus.